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as much as i am going to kick myself for dropping down to part time, wow yeah i am going to drop this astronomy class!! this teacher's attitude is reminding me waaaayyyyyyy too much of my grandma (going back and forth between CONDESCENDING OMG and BUT YOU CAN DO IT!! :D. yeah no) and as soon as i realized that i nearly had a breakdown before i left for english.

AWESOME.

but hey, at least now i will have - ....... basically no work that i have to do welp. english chills the fuck out after the research paper is done, the only actual WORK i have left for ethics is two more papers for the semester, and math is math and always manageable.

hum de dum.

on the other hand, lol DROWNING IN MEMORIES OF CONSTANT BULLSHIT. cannot take this shit. but i've also been droooowniiiing in those sorts of feels all year so far so it's not surprising. i just don't need fucking school pushing me over that edge.

... man, where the fuck do i even GO to withdrawal from a class. it does not help that student services is spread out all over the campus at the moment dlakhgdsalkg. i would just ask my teacher to withdrawal me, but... i really don't think i can handle whatever he says to me wanting to drop! sigh. tomorrow will be exploring time, then.

for now, time to get my mind to shut off. again. fucking hell.