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So I'm going to the circus this Saturday!! I am soooort of excited ngl. I always wanted to go to a circus when I was little, and I KNOW that there were events around a loooot, but I never... actually said I wanted to go, haha. But my dad brought it up the other day, and we have tickets and bam! Should be fun.

Also I'm going back to normal/short hair this weekend because as much as I love bright wonky colors, holy shit I am tired of keeping up with it. ): my purple's already gone sooooob.

I HAVE AN APP TO WRITE. WHY AM I NOT DOING THAT?

oh right procrastination.

honestly I feel like doing eeeveryyythiiiing but then I realize, shit, I don't have the time for all this right now, and then I just end up doing nothing. I really... need to start planning out my time. And then sticking to it. Especially the last part.

bluhbluh insert rant about not knowing what the fuck I'm doing with my life here bluh.

no but srsly my dad is all I AM GOING TO SPEND ALL MY TIME HELPING YOU TO FIND YOUR DIIIREEECTIOOOON and I'm like LOL GOOD LUCK???? nah it's probably a good thing. just. bluh. Honestly I should probably tell him about my apathy problem SOMETIME. prob a good idea. Not that I haven't told him at all. I've told him several times, actually, just not in a way that says HEY, BY THE WAY, THIS IS AN ACTUAL FUCKING PROBLEM I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF.

uh.

... I have Infinite's calendar set and it makes me happyface. ♥ although putting the calendar next to my monitor was a Bad Life Decision. It is distracting. I can't be assed to move it, though. OH WELL.

I FEEL LIKE I AM FORGETTING SOMETHING.

uh.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

shit.

yeah I got nothing. time for sleep.